UNEXPECTED!!!

今天的天空好黑好暗！！
忍不住背上挤满重量的它……下雨了……
突然好大，又突然滴了几滴水……
下下停停了好多遍……
是时候听了吧！！
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Finally de released of my 2nd yr 1st sem's result!!
I've get all pass...but v an Unexpected result...
Unexpected disappointment...Unexpected sadness...
Everything's out of my expectation...
Totally lose of control n even scared to face it!!!
How could i get such grading??
How could dis happen to me??
WHY???WHY???WHY???
Im goin to be crazy!!!
Such a BIG PRESENT!!! Such a BIG BOMB!!!
Every sem jus shrinkin' of my CGPA!!!
When can i climb up to 3??!!
Reali WONT_DONT_CANT believe it!!!
STUBBORN??!! YES, I AM!!

However, it was still a workin day for me...
V a pulling face n forcing myself to served v a smiling face...
Perhaps i am smiling...PERHAPS!!!
Recently know a fren while workin,
a gal who was 1 yr younger than me...
Wat a depth chat alone v her...
maybe im a person tat can be easily caught by my outward appearance,
maybe im de person who will show de sadness from my face,
maybe im de person who was hard to covered off my frame of mind,
but wat a suprisin' person she was...
she can even read wat im thinkin bout,
even can see me through very deeply jus from my attitude towards sth!!!
Thx for lettin' me to know who i am!!!
I've seen myself more deep b'cos of her...
How i wonder how terrible, horrible de actual me!!!
How i wonder de real me living in such a pitiful world of mine!!!
As she asked, how long did i can get to sustain of my rubber band??
I donno...jus felt very heavy on my shoulder...
Especially now!!! Felt so tired!!!
Anyway, rest assured...although it was an unexpected day for me,
but it wont be an unexpected day for me to harm myself,
although v a twinklin' mind!!

Finally tat i've know wat had happened to me all dis years...
Finally i get to know why im always alone...
Eventually...Im still alone!!! Sounds ridiculous!!!
Give me some times, i'll try to get myself change for all de wrong minded!!!
Infinity thanks for u...
Thx for de hug n shoulder,
Thx for de time accompanyin' me,
Thx for spendin' so much time to comfort me,
Thx to let me know tat who i am,
Thx to let me know how a pair of best fren was suppose to,
Thx for correcting of my wrong thinkin',
Thx to open up my heart...

N also for u my fren,
sorry to let u worried for de whole day,
sorry to showin' of my black pulling face,
I'll be alright soon!!!
Lastly, im here Sincerely n Wholeheartedly Congratulation of ur
Flyin' Color Result...

怕怕的明天！！

啊啊~~~
还剩1天！！就1天！！！
要说快还是慢好？？！！
好怕啊~~
成绩要出炉了！！怎么办？！
现在完全没期待，满脑却只充满担忧和疑问……
会是怎样的成绩？！
会否开心地接收？！
会用什心态面对？！
我该用怎样的心情打开那恐怖又可怕地网站？！
没办法不去想啊~~
快疯了！！！
尤其一直听见朋友口中的很怕会“Fxxx Fxxx Fxxx”!!!
(TOUCH WOOD!!!)
I really felt very sensitive towards it, k!!!
Please X more repeated on it!!!
Anyway,
WISH ALL DE BEST!!!
WISH OUR RESULTS V FLYIN' COLORS!!!

WEARY~

Tiring weekend eh~
Its already de 3rd weekend for my job...
de familiar name...
"IZZI WIRELESS BROADBAND"~
YeAh...We're back!!! AWANG Team!!!
Altot de time passes by so fast,
but jus cant bear v de tiring workin' hour!!!
Especially on yesterday!!
We've been forced by tat FunCky DaViD to attend for his FunCky MeeTing, to heard for his FunCky RubbiSh n do for de FunCky QuesTions!!!
Spoiled of my Beauty Sleep!!! hehee...
"Its...Its...really GiVe me GivE mE More...SleepinG Time LaH~~"
But dis 2 days we've been transfered from LowYat to Sg.Wang!!
New environment n we've know a new fren from Pakistan,
SHAH o SHEZI, our new colleague!!! Nicey fren!!!
We r very lucky cos can get to see de competition of iFeel oo~
All of de pretty gals compete for de only Cover Page of iFeel~
Actually jiaxin n me was also keep chit-chatting of our own!!!
Hmm...we've tried our very best for de sales eh...Guessed so~ ^^
But wat an eyesore, most of de ppl on Sat. was fulled of de...
erm...youngsters who dressed up in an exaggrate attired,
n in a frightened make up...looks very de...
TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE n VEGETABLE MONSTERS!!!
hmm...am I not catchin' up v their new generation?!
"Thanks im not!!" KILL ME~~~
But, at least they still hav their trends, still need to take their rest on SunDay!!!

Wat de *%$#!!!
Here comes de 3 weeks jor...
So fast eh~~
How am I going to face for de comin' Sat.?!
Another1,2,3,...6 days more to wait for *%$# RESULT ah!!!
Gotta countdown from now on!!!
WORRIED SICK PLEASE!!!
By de way,
suddenly get aroused from de dreams~
HOPE KUAN YIN MA BLESS ME~

Please TRY!!!

TROUBLESOME WEEK!!!
So many things to get troublesome of...
One thing come after another...WHY??!!
Really in a vexed!!!
Can all de things get settle down as soon as possible??!!

Beloved frens,
U all gotta be brave to faced of de problem facin' ya...
How i wished tat i could get to help,
but it wasn't de things tat outsider can take part of except of U, urselves!!
Try to think out of de box...
Try not to get things too complicated...
Try to let go of sth tat wasn't belongs to u...
Try not to let urselves to live in de darkness...
Try to change of another angle to see everything...
Try not to keep thinkin' of de grieved n ill-treat of urselves...
But please n please i begged of,
Try harder n harder to let urselves to live more HAPPILY n CHEER UP as wat shouldn't be happen had been happened!!!

As a meaningful praise here:

"Past cannot be changed, Future is yet in ur POWER!!"

RIDICULOUS!!!

Yesterday jus done something ridiculous at G.Klang when havin lunch v classmates...
In a sudden tat i realised deeply of my pride!!!
Can't get to believe tat i'll get anger v their jokes!!!
At de same time, can't bear to heard for their over de boards' jokes!!!
haiz...I said nothin' but put off de money n stand up from my sit n walked away from de table, walked out from tat embarassed shop!!
Jus felt so irritated for tat time n think of nothin but to ran off from them!! Jus to go away as far as i can to kept a distance btw!!
There was jus Y.Zhi who ran towards n chased me,
however, i jus ignored n kept walkin to de bus station, but thanks for de only concerned!!!
WAT DE HELL!!! There wasn't any taxi o buses!!!
Soon after, a familiar MYVi reached!!!
It was de car of H.Seng, another ridiculous...
Dick, J.Xin, n me kept on draggin' at de roadside!!!
STUPID CHILDISH n EMBARASSING!!!
(^^ By de way, thanks for catchin' up...B'cos it was really a bloody hot day!!)

Haiz...I think dis was de 1st time i get into such irritated feeling, doin such absurd things,
also de 1st time im throwin' out my tempered towards their so-called "JOKES"!!!
Donno why could it be like dis!! Din i've get used for tat?! But why?!
I've once told myself not to take their words in heart, but i jus cant make it for dis few days!!!
I even cant endured v all of them who treat me as their JOKES n laugh so happily altot it was de same from inital!!! TELL ME WHY??!!
Gettin' more SPEECHLESS v them...so-called "FRIENDS" huh??!!
Can still said tat dis was wat a fren being!!! De funniest JOKEs except of mine!!!
Maybe dis was how we are to maintain of our Laughable Friendship...Perhaps...
Anyway, hope it wont happen of de same ridiculous jokes which will makes me do such a ridiculous things n uncontrollable actions anymore!!!
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Hey ther frens,
i jus wanna expressed of my feeling n voiced de tempered of de day!!
It wasn't any meaning, n it was nothin' here...
U all can still as usual to find n discuss of de JOKES in me!!!
but, v a border line please...
Im also a human being whoever v a sense of self respect...
Anyway, jus kept it for one of our RIDICULOUS MEMORY~~ =P

爱情游戏

该怎么玩这场复杂的游戏？！
该怎么面对种种游戏难关？！
该怎么让自己的棋子坚固？！
该怎么维持一段好的游戏？！
该怎么成为游戏的胜利者？！

爱情就像是场游戏，游戏当然有着规则，
在这场游戏开始前我们都改了解其中的规则！！
你是否适合玩这游戏？！ 你是否该开始第一步？！
但也许踏出了第一步我们就没办法再往后退，
除非选择弃权，除非回到原点！！
当然刚开始的游戏是新鲜的，
是令人期待的，是让人满足的！！
这时候……游戏正式开始！！
也因为这样有些人便会慢慢的投入进游戏，
有些也会让人渐渐的无法自拔！！
一关关的闯着！！

到了一个阶段游戏难免出现些些难关和考验！！
同时，面对考验的我们都会用不同的方法去面对，
有些人不管面对大小考验都会试着接受，
会不顾一切的付出时间和精神……
有些人会选择逃避，选择不计较，选择拖延，
在小小的问题出现时都没法解决，
而当种种问题被挤成一团反而就变得更复杂不是吗？！
最后那一部分人的面对方法便会选择不去面对！！
同样的他们选择了逃避，但这次的逃避并不是不在乎，
而是选择结束游戏！！

有的玩家离开游戏后会选择给自己机会，从新开始同一场游戏！！
但有些人却因厌倦而最后便选择了弃权，然而重新寻找新目标！！
游戏里的胜利者到底是不被打败的精神，还是一直成为赢家呢？！
好难搞！！好复杂！！好可笑！！
我想……
就算是游戏专家，也未必是游戏赢家吧……

X FucKiN' FREE LUNCH!!!

Damn TERRIBLE n HORRIBLE society!!!
As a so-called human being but v de animal's characteristics or even worst than tat!!!
Dis world r gettin' more polluted, dirt n in a terror!!!
Do things tat is out of our mind!!!
Out of de border of LAW!!!
Wat de ASSHOLE PITY N LAMENTABLE society!!
Wat de FUCKIN ABSURD N RIDICULOUS human being!!

However,
I believe tat ther's a LAW,
ther's a FAIRNESS,
ther's a GOD,
but, there's X FREE lunch in dis world!!!
For them who have committed in crime,
WATCHED OUT for ur RETRIBUTION!!!
Of cos,
U DESERVED IT!!!

SORRY for de ChaNgeD!!!

From de clubbin' nitez onwards after im drunk,
it seems to be some changes n misundestandin' btw me n W.Kee!!
Not really memorized of wats had happened,
but jus felt to get so high after de alchohol n
maybe i've really scared them v my attired n de abnormal actions tat nitez!!!
haizzz...Im really not purposely to be out of my controlled, but, so sorry for tat!!!

So sorry to make u all worried,
sorry to scared u,
sorry tat i've caused u to de anger...
Gal, i'll be more behave of myself if there's another time for it!!!
Anyway, sorry for de belated SORRY for u~
but please...don scare of me anymore!!!
Im now very very very de clear~

Dis few days seems to make u angry for so many times,
by de way, dis is de 1st time tat u get work up towards me...
but, sometimes i really catch no ball for it!!!
maybe dis time of ur returned have realised much of my changes,
n cant be denied tat i've really changed much compared from de 1st,
but, izzit good o a bad things actually??!!
Especially our friendship, we seems to be not tat closer den before,
not much communication btw each other...
Do u realised dis at de same time?!
Frankly, u r de 1 who can really pointed out my right n wrong,
n u r also de person tat i'll surely heard n accept of ur advise...
Truely appreciate every of ur reminds cos u really can adapt me to change of de bads,
although i cant depends on u all de time,
but at least de time tat i still can get to know wats tat goes wrong v me!!
Hope tat u can forgive me of my reactions ya...
Cos, sometimes i really didin't mean to do things over de board!!!
SORRY DEAR MATE!!!

"To be or not to be, that's a question"

PROUD to have U as FriEnD

So, how r u now my dear?! Feeling well after throwing out of everything tat kept u for so long?! Feeling well after crying out of de tears tat shouldn't be anymore?! Actually we cant make any judgement bout how good or bad de person was in ur heart, we cant even ask u not to keep in touch v de person, but as wat i can said was to concern n protect of urself after so much of de scarred!! It was THE END for ur tragedy!!! Its over...don to let ur fragile heart to get hurt anymore towards de same person!! Here comes de question, wats tat so-called LOVE?! I jus know tat love was something tat cant be explain if we r de person concerned, but love shouldn't be BLIND!! U know, i've saw dis at my fren's profile!! It was written, it was hidden v a "LIE", even between "BELIEVE"!!!

Suddenly felt so proud of dis person!! I've get to know u more, meanwhile, learned so much after de few hours of de conversation...Eventhough i cant felt de pain as u r, but my heart felt so painful after de sentimentalize past of urs... So much things had been happened on u, but still there's a smiling face facing us everyday no matter how grieved it actually was...As wat u've said, our appearance must be shown to be warm, even if our heart was cold when de time facing others!! Dis reminds me of de book tat i've bought, "Smile No Matter How Hardship You Are"!! I was jus on my way to start learning of how to overcome de sadness of de life, yet u've get to know dis meaning from de 1st!! Im gettin more shameless here...hmmm...Maybe dis is how de way u r to covered off de sadness by not to let ppl worried or even v ur own reasons behind, but pleased from now onwards, not to stay alone in de room when facing any problems, not to keep on bearing v de sorrow alone, k?!

Dear my fren, eventhough 1yr wasn't a long duration of our friendship, but we're already over de relationship of being a fren, cos now we're more towards de love as being a family members btw each other of our gang!! So, we're all ready to be de audience of each other n to share of our frame of mind to each other... Cant be denied tat u r really a person v a matured minded!! As wat i've said before, You're NOT alone as b'cos we'll oways be ther for u no matter smiling or crying n no matter when n where we r!! U're de BEST, my bosom friend!!

You're NOT Alone!!!

Dear fren, u gotta be brave to face of de reality, be strong to faced of de grief!! Maybe it'll be an uneasy path to go through for dis short, but i really hope tat u'll soon run out from de darkness n sadness!! Here is de time for u to wake up from ur dreams, please not to sleep for so long...Cant de denied tat it was really a sweet dreams, a memorable dreams, an unfaithful n unforgettable dreams, perhaps a beautiful dreams, but dreams was still jus a dream!! Still have to be awaken n return to de reality of life!! No matter how hardship tat u gotta faced now, de days was still goes n de time was still running without sympathize...Who never get hurt?! Who doesn't goes through failure?! Who never falled from high?! Who never bleeding?! Who never felt de pain as u r, or maybe more painful?! But, they've choosed to let time to dilute of de sorrow!!

If ther's no sadness, how will u notice v de happiness around u?! If ther's no sadness, how will u treasure of de precious smile behind de tears?! It was jus a processed to go through in our life, a process tat everyone gotta been through to complete of our integrated life!! Wound of de hurt will soon heals from time to time...
Try to change of ur angle to faced de grief!! Learn to be more strong for not to let down of them who cares u a lot!! Learn to protect of ur fragile heart for not to let urself get hurt de other time!! Ther's a words sayin... "do not mind of everlasting, but at least u've once possess it"!! Remember no matter wats goin on, u'll wont be alone to faced as we're still by ur side, cos we're here to open our door n welcome u to share of ur sorrow... We'll follow at ur back to give u our hand if u've fallen down, we'll standing beside u to lend u of our shoulder if u cry, we'll staying in front of u to give u joyous if u're sad!! Jus wanna tell u tat,
You're not ALONE!!!

Im Yours

by Jason Marz

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my bestest
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours
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I've addicted v dis song!!
Nice lyric
Nice aura
Nice music
Nice feeling
Nice meaning o(",)o

Jason Mraz - Im Yours [New Remix]

Clubbing NiteZ...

De 3rd time for me to de clubbin...
Dis time was for our Michelle's b'day celebration...hmmm...
I guessed so!! Cos sorry tat mayb u've been alone while we're all enjoyin!!!
Anyway, hope tat u're happy v our planning ya... ^^
Happy Birthday my Dear Dear Frens~

Wat a weary day, cos keep on b'zin travellin here n ther for de whole day!!!
Early in de morning was for de class n afternoon a treatment at LifeSenses, yet at nitez was our Party Time~~It was my 2nd time for de MaiSon Club!!!
De nitez was still young, de club was still on its way to get high...
We've reached on about 11++, but all of us seems cant get into de state,
ther was soon crowded v many ppl as its gettin more n more nitez...
I think it should be said as another "HEAVEN" for all de kaki clubbin'!!
hehee...actually it really makes us released of de stressed n vexed as jus focused nth except of drinking, shaking n dancing around!!
But, for sure tat it shouldn't be a place which can be visited usually n get addicted!!
So, hope tat i can get myself control for not goin to de place if ther's no "special case"!! hehee...
seems to be an excused for clubbin'!!!
Of cos, it cant be denied tat it was an enjoyable nitez for me too...

By de way, gets drunk makes me felt so brave to do certain things tat i daren't do usually...
Of cos it was de things tat was legally n not over de board!!!
I like de feeling of gettin myself drunk, cos i can takes my guts for a certain things tat i've kept long!!! I like to get drunk, drunk till it makes me forgotten of wat i've done!!!
But, everytime even tat i've drink, even im not really cleared v my actions, even when im gettin more high, watever tat i've said n done was clearly commited on my memory...Included de guts tat i've taken out for yesterday, included U!!!

A Brand New ME!!!

WAHAHAHAA!!!
Finally my energetic get back to me lolz...
De lecture for today, Biz Economics, teaches by our Yr1 Sem1's Micro lecturer, Tan Fu Mei...
She's one of my favourite lecture oo, but, wat an embarrassed tat i've mistaken her as another lecture of last sem!! hahaa...both of them really looks alike mah...Watever la!!! We've our micro revision on our 1st lec...Really enjoy de lecture today...hmmm... mayb b'cos of my loving classmates too...o(",)o

It was really a crop day neh~
JiaXin, Dick n me had been visited to de KLCC's Kinokuniya Book Store...It was definitely de GREATEST book store tat i've ever visited!! While stepped onto it, i began to look for de book which is suitable for me, wat i mean was de book tat can get to change of my -ve personality!! Tat's de motive tat im here!! I've open up for many types of books, but none of it fascinated me, until tat i found of de book named "Smile no matter how hardship you are"!! Here it is!!! It was a chinese book v de 4th edition of 6...It attracts me by its meaningful n knowledgeable story which can be applied in our own actual life, some of de story even touch depth into my heart!! It looks jus like saying bout myself, by de way, it helps to overcome de obstacles facin' myself before facin' of de nonego!! De summary of it says...

"If ther's no hardship, we'll easily get arrogant. If ther's no frustration, we'll lose of de joyous of success, even failed to felt of de sense of accomplishment. So, do not imagine tat our life would be very perfect n orbicular, ther's not only spring in de 4 seasons of our life. Hardship, it was a lesson tat we must undergo in our lifetime."

After nearly 2hours of de book scanning, i finally made up my mind for dis book!! Here comes another motive of mine!! Wat a GooDy NeWs for myself oo...hohoO...Im in de spirit to change of my style while 19yrs' long being a "well-behaved" child!! hehee...Finally ta i've take de step to dye off my blacky hair...Its time for me to treachery lolz~ anyway, jus kiddin'!!! hmmm...oh ya, Mr.Dick, im not purposely take so much time on choosin de hair dyer n even not goin to choose husband either eh...hahaa...de 1st time for dis big project towards my loving hair mah, jus don wanna let myself felt regret for my decision nia...^^anyway, thx for both of ur opinions ya... Especially dear J.Xin, Thanks so much for u to help me on dying my hair ya...althought it takes 2 times work, but really thanks for ur patient oo...Genuinely, Im really satisfied v ur work neh!!! Oh ya, but, wat a suprising n incaution, my housemates tolds me tat ther's still a hair with white in color appeared!!! OH MY GOD!!! My wisdom hair seems to be playin' hide n seek v u!!! hahaa...Anyway, THANK U SO MUCHY~

Finally get back to my HyPi Day,
Posting de HyPi BloG!!!
o(",)o

Out of Sorts!!!

Wat a cloudy day...
De sky began to storming n crying as well!!
But, how was de day for me?!

De 2nd day for sch reopened!!
Havin a 8 morning lecture...
How suffering i wonder,
early in de morning i've been forced to wash my ears by lecture...
As usual tat i sat n scanned for frens,
but as usual there's non of their shadows...
Gotta sit alone lol!!
Attendin de lecture of Commercial Law of M'sia (CLM)!!!
Wonderin wat a good tale tat can bring me into my sweet DreamS,
but, contrary...
can be seen tat everyone of DBU2 havin a Good introduction n a Good start of our day...
We've been taught by a very nicey lecturer (JASWINDER),
bit old, looks lik a mix but definitely an Indian,
1 thg tat cant be denied...
she really was full of sense of humour,
v her interesting actions in front,
attracting story of de actual case of law,
funny words using or to represent,
"ISA = I Simply Arrest"
accompanied by her very PROFESSIONAL ACT!!!
hahaa...wat a suprising lecturer here...
Funny enuf!!!

Yet, de hall was full of laughter…really enjoyable!!!
wonder how de lecture hall will be crowded on de followin of her lecture!!!
Hope we can easily memorize n adapt into de world of LAW,
cos it was actually a boring n silent killer subject!!!
By de way,
I've learned of many new words today...
YupYup!!
Wat an abundant harvest!!

But, after 2hours of CLM,
here comes another lecture, Biz Accounting (BA)!!!
hmmm...
Suddenly felt so lonely at dis hour jor...
but, fortunately it was jus an hour!!!
Dis lecturer looks very very bored~~
v her lost of energy's sound,
extra unordinary bore facey,
moreover, it was de accounting sub!!
dis reminds me of Ms.Jas again,
she was clearly underlined tat she hate dis acc. too!!!
hahaa...n de words "Thx for supporting!!"...
GosHhh!!!
non-stop talkin of dis lecturer,
really bulid a good image in me...o(",)o

However,
today seems to be de same as ytd after all!!!
HaizzZ...
Out of Sorts!!!

Even me myself cant get to know wat im thinkin of...
A strong feeling tells tat,
it'll be some changes for me in dis new semester!!!
Well, it seems to be a bad thgs for me as well!!!

TIMING!!!

Another long-winded uncle & auntie's conversation...
Jus a night,but we've rememberance of many of our passed!!
U've aroused me in a sudden, by de way, aroused me from my moody day...
Eventhough it was jus our history, de history of de time of immatured us!!
Can't be denied tat some of ur questions makes me in a dilemma...
It really suprising me of de words, de amusive conversation,
n de feeling tat never been shown from de passed conversation...
Thought tat we've over for a long time,
thought it will never comes de 2nd chances btw u n me,
thought our fate will be over at de moment we say goodbye,
however, thx for de hope tat u gave even if ther's jus a hope till de end...Cos i've not dare to pleased for more than this!!

De trouble of timing...It makes us suffer from our immature,
makes me entered into de feeling in advance, n swiftly de feeling vanished!!
Maybe u're right!! We're waitin for one of de party to take de 1st step n when de time is right n de chemistry is ready, we will have another chances!!
But, will it be as easy as wat we want it to be?!
Im still waiting...Hope it'll all be proven by de right timing tat im waiting for...

=.= Cloudy Day~

HaizzZ...
MooDy Day... =.=
Tired n Tired n Tired!!!

Finally sch's reopen lol...
wat a new fresh day~
unfortunately,
early in de morning flu comes for me~
BAD BAD!!!

De 1st class, Basic Management Policies (BMP)...
For de 1st im really gettin excited to college...
a new fresh day~~
finally can get back for de lecture hall,
choosin my lucky sit,
lookin around scanning for de familiar faces of them,
not bad wor...
jus for de 1st lecture but it seems quite crowded!!
after an hour of my concentration towards de lecture,
im gettin more down n down...
Suddenly lost of my no frame of mind for de lecture!!
Suddenly lost of de mood to fool around v them too...
Donno why tat i jus cant adapt into their conversation,
No MOOD to say even a words!!!
Felt wanna get back home earlier,
miss my housemate for a sudden!!
After class when they've planned for a movie at KLCC,
at de same time im jus in a bad state!!!

Wey,
my face was not purposely showin de week 13 face!!!
im not scared of de EXAM on de 1st week!!!
even not b'cos of wanna study at home!!!
but, im really tiring of going here n ther...
no mood for urs funny jokes also...
Sorry tat maybe i've spoiled of de mood of urs cos of my weird emotions today,
but, i thk ther's no different when ther's no me around...
hehee...

Anyway,
hope my day will be BRIGTHER for tomorrow...
i believe in de words...
明天会更好！！
I HOPE SO...